My Line of View

Its good, fun and all the things that I like! But it’s also sad, since I won’t be able to see some of them even after school starts…

Jenny’s moving to KL, Kevin’s moving to Jakarta…

Robert wanted to sleep over, but his parents didn’t allow him to. So he was like… all emo yesterday…

Have I mentioned I didn’t sleep the whole day? I slept as soon as I was home, it was… 10 AM, I think… And woke up at what, 6 PM…

But I enjoyed the BBQ… Even though we probably messed things up in Joshua’s house…

And, I joked a lot with the boys. We got a huge laugh out of the night! And Kevin probably ended up with a few bruises (black-n-blue~) on his arms…

I’ll miss all of them…

Oooookaaaay… This is honestly the most confusing day in the week. I got a lab test today, biology-lab. And… i met with an… ex-classmate of mine… which i had… a crush to for a long time…

Seeing him makes me unsure about what i feel about him… I do miss having him as a friend… Since last year, i haven’t talked to him… not a word… He was my first friend, y’know… who’s not my family… So… yeah…

The bad thing is… most ppl teased me for it… quite loud… i think he hears it…

Well. It’s not like he likes me at all. I mean… he got a new girl-friend not long ago! I saw them when I had my finals!

This thing is getting more and more complicated…

Well… not really… But it’s nice to see my classmates wiping their tables!

And it’ll be a nice memory to remember in the future… It’s not like we’re gonna stuck together forever…

It starts when our homeroom teacher says that we gotta clean the class; floor, desks, chairs, everything! Some desks got pen-doodles/writings, some got pencil scratches, or some got permanent markers. Hell, some got all three!

In the end, the class’ leader of the cleanings, Winnie, bought a Thinner. And when the desks are all cleaned to perfection, the thinner starts to STINK. BADLY.

So most of us go outside the class, to get uncontaminated air.

It’s fun, and kinda sad… I took a few pictures of it with a classmate’s camera. Probably post it later?

I’ll definitely miss these moments in class when I finish Jr. High…

I’m constantly being a failure in everything i’m doing lately…

Just today, I’m on Handcrafts, I broke the mirror I’m supposed to be using… and so I gotta go back there tomorrow. But my handcraft-classmates are ALREADY DONE.

Guess what i did after i broke the mirror?

I cried… not as… ‘wailing, shrieking’ type, but my tears rolled out of my eyes… I dunno how to control these…

Being female simply sucks…

Kay… posting from cyber-cafe near school…

I feel like I have loads to be posted here, but when i opened the site, i came up with nothing… >.<

I finished ‘Grotesque’ by Natsuo Kirino… It was so dark… but interesting too.

Few minutes ago, I saw two of my classmates (male both) ‘flirting’ for fun, nope they’re not gay, but it’s horrifying for me.

One of my quite-close-but-not-that-close friend got a boyfriend, and the guy’s in blacklist… Hell, he’s on the top of my list!

It makes me feel awkward to speak to her, since the guy practically sticks to her like a glue… I hate the guy…

And i’m getting urges to kill someone… I mean… my mom promised that we’ll put an internet broadband at home, but then, the next day she saw my report card and said that she’ll cancel it since it makes me too lazy to study!

*facepalmsheaddesksbangsheadtothewall*

I thought the last theme doesn’t fit, and so, I changed the theme AND the name of this blog…

School starts tomorrow, actually. Now is already Sunday, but 01.07 am. Heh.

I got a bit lonely at times… And I don’t like the fact that I’m going to school on Monday.

I hope no one in class knows this…

I like the class actually… The people there are fun and all, and they’re not a problem. I’ll object if you say they are.

But actually, I feel a little left out there. I feel like I am the problem there. They formed groups of five-six-or sevens, and like few, I’m not in any of those groups. Seeing that, made clear that I’m actually uneeded there. I mean… it’s not like I have an important role there. Not At All.

I always wonder, if I leave without telling, will they notice me missing soon?

I still have difficulty joining in with them… And that makes me like the internet more than anything. I have friends on the internet, and that made me feel that I don’t need to mind my life on reality.

But I know that’s wrong…

Really, I think I need some whacking on the head.