Warning, extreme confusing.

Just a confusing piece that I wrote in minutes when I was really frustrated, confused, upset and in a real loss. No need to take this seriously.

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Another poetry, since I feel like it. And reading a tweet somehow brings my muse back… 😛 Warning, sad end.

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National Exams for Third Years

Been a while since I last posted here! 😀

My sis’s national-exam’s soon, there’s a high chance of her passing the exam so I’m not so worried about that. Five days before their exam was the High-schoolars’ national exam for third years.

For them to prepare for the exam, the school lets them go home early, skipping afternoon classes. But they didn’t actually. Some of them played with small fireworks at school, it’s pretty noisy. But I guess it’s a way to cherish the day. After all, when the exam’s over they’re all gonna go their separate ways. ;_;

I feel sad, seeing that. After all, I got 2 years left before that’ll happen to me. And I haven’t thought of where I’m going to study and what.

Lol, first post in a while and it’s a gloom one.

The Day I never wanted to pass

And it’s not my birthday when I said that. It was Teachers’ Day, 25th November.

We got three periods to do whatever we want, whether it’s watching the student council’s show, staying in class or just walk around. I did all three, lol. It was fun, but as always, I can’t enjoy it too much.

I don’t want anything happy to pass, and that’s why I’m always wanting the day to slow down, just a little…

The most fun part was actually when the class sang together, with a guitar accompanying. I like those kinds of songs, the one that you sing together with friends.
Lol, for short, I like friend-bondings.

It was just more than 24h ago when that happened…
I feel… sad…

In moments, I’m gonna be fifteen…


Been a while since last post, yeah.

Doing fine with the new classmates and seatmate. Though, the class monitor is such a brat… And he sits behind me. Blergh. He could be so noisy at times… But he’s a fun and nice guy.

I’d just took a nice sky pic, two actually, but it’s the same view. Lol. I like how it looks. If anyone wants to see, I wouldn’t mind sharing.

I didn’t bother watching 2012 and New Moon. 😄 Since it doesn’t interest me much obviously, and I read the books thank you. Zombieland’s awesome though. Makes me want some Twinkies xP.

Wonder how I can move this to LJ though. I wanna post icons and fics (maybe) there… Nyaa…

Guess this’ll do for the moment. Cyaaa~
… Did I mention tomorrow’s my birthday? I’m one step closer to the end, yay! XP

Tired, again

Sometimes, just being alive is so tiring. It’s probably just my problem though.

Well… looking at the newest class arrangement today, I’d say nothing much had changed. I found myself feeling a little bit guilty since I didn’t feel any remorse for the people who were pulled into the acceleration class.

And one of them was a person who sits beside me and listens to all my rants in class.

I’m a bad person, really. I hate someone who helped me all those times, but I like a person who ignores me and didn’t care if I died or I lived. Damn, I need a life. lol

If you (yeah, YOU who sits beside me in class) reads this, just sorry. It’s the truth. I probably deserve a kick on the stomach for that.

Now that I think of it, I’ve become quite a burden to everyone from the start. To my family cuz I’m not an obedient kid, to my classmates since they may consider me as friends while I just think of them as acquaintances, and to certain people whom I always shoved all my negative emotions to.

Maybe I’m being cynical here… who knows?

And, for a fact, you can’t possibly hate me more than I hate myself. 😀
Really, I’m not being emo… (though my kindergarten pic says otherwise…) lol.

Finals Over!

Not like most people, I’m not free yet. 😦

The scholarship tests’ probably coming soon. And that’s damn bad for me.  *sighs*

Anyways, I made a FB account after some laziness. It’s not that interesting either, FB… Wonder why people made it seem that good…


… yeah. That’ll be all for today’s rant.

An Update for the story!


Honestly, I’m tired of writing something i’m satisfied with and when I pressed ‘Publish’, it was all deleted!

Maybe I should’ve converted this to LJ…

For the second time, there was a rumor about a bomb in the Elementary section. Uproar, of course. they got a few days holiday, and we got nothing.

WP, don’t you dare delete my posts. Damn you. I was writing it and you threw it away? Heh.

This update on the Reapers is for RoadBuster-nii and Hanako-nii, Shirou-nii and Jenn-nee, for spoiling me as an imouto. Thanks you three, 🙂 . You always make me feel better if I’m not in a good mood!

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I need to mutilate someone in class. Really need to.

He’s just so damn chatty! All too like Alexander.

Anyways, I bought a lot of anime lately. Code Geass R2: Hangyaku no Lelouch, Kaze no Stigma (wanted one for a while), Kurohitsuji, and Soul Eater. Haven’t watched most of em though. But drooling for em.

So, since I gotta go to school, cya.

Sicky… daaamn..

God… I feel real siiick. Fever maybe?

School’s starting well… tomorrow, actually, since it’s midnight now…



Anyways, i talked with a friend bout how boring a reaper’s life is (probably…). After all, boredom’s the worst company. I made my version of it… posting a part o’ it here. btw, she writes her own version too… *headbang*

It’s probably real, real REAL bad, but comments please? i like writing things for fun…

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