Just a confusing piece that I wrote in minutes when I was really frustrated, confused, upset and in a real loss. No need to take this seriously.
Archive for Rant
Been a while since I last posted here! 😀
My sis’s national-exam’s soon, there’s a high chance of her passing the exam so I’m not so worried about that. Five days before their exam was the High-schoolars’ national exam for third years.
For them to prepare for the exam, the school lets them go home early, skipping afternoon classes. But they didn’t actually. Some of them played with small fireworks at school, it’s pretty noisy. But I guess it’s a way to cherish the day. After all, when the exam’s over they’re all gonna go their separate ways. ;_;
I feel sad, seeing that. After all, I got 2 years left before that’ll happen to me. And I haven’t thought of where I’m going to study and what.
Lol, first post in a while and it’s a gloom one.
Sometimes, just being alive is so tiring. It’s probably just my problem though.
Well… looking at the newest class arrangement today, I’d say nothing much had changed. I found myself feeling a little bit guilty since I didn’t feel any remorse for the people who were pulled into the acceleration class.
And one of them was a person who sits beside me and listens to all my rants in class.
I’m a bad person, really. I hate someone who helped me all those times, but I like a person who ignores me and didn’t care if I died or I lived. Damn, I need a life. lol
If you (yeah, YOU who sits beside me in class) reads this, just sorry. It’s the truth. I probably deserve a kick on the stomach for that.
Now that I think of it, I’ve become quite a burden to everyone from the start. To my family cuz I’m not an obedient kid, to my classmates since they may consider me as friends while I just think of them as acquaintances, and to certain people whom I always shoved all my negative emotions to.
Maybe I’m being cynical here… who knows?
And, for a fact, you can’t possibly hate me more than I hate myself. 😀
Really, I’m not being emo… (though my kindergarten pic says otherwise…) lol.